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Transportasi.

2009-11-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

Ive mooooooooooooooved!

http://abstruselyicylights.wordpress.com

My old posts will still remain here. New posts will be at the new blog. Thanks. You dont have to relink, but you can if you wanna :D

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2009-10-20T20:36:00.001+08:00

Heart, body, mind and soul. In all, yourself.

Ink.

البراز لي را

2009-10-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

A message to a special someone:

أغفر لك حتى ولو كنت غير نادم ، وحتى لا تستحقها.
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3 more days to Cl exams... supposedly no wan cheng ju zi and tian xie han zi ( creating setences and filling in the blanks)... so should be okay i guess.

English: I didnt know what rapacious meant. I put hungry.
Math: ~~I HATE~~
Science: Couldnt balance one eqn...
Cl compo: Can you believe the topic for si han (letter writing)is on Ris Low? =.=. It was, well, not really boomz.
History: Didnt know what the SBQs were about. Whats with the far east info? Singapore pls!

I have no idea whether its a lack of preparation( i dont think so), me being intellectually challenged (maybe) or the setters were really evil(definitely).

Im gonna go ballistic after exams are over :D

YAy! הללויה!

Drill

2009-09-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

Does phenolphtalein turn cloudy in neutral sols?

=.=

青い鳥

2009-09-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

飛翔(はばた)いたら　戻らないと言って
目指したのは　蒼い　蒼い　あの空

"悲しみ"はまだ覚えられず　"切なさ"は今つかみはじめた
あなたへと抱く　この感情も　今"言葉"に変わっていく

未知なる世界の　遊迷(ゆめ)から目覚めて
この羽根を広げ　飛び立つ

飛翔(はばた)いたら　戻らないと言って
目指したのは　白い　白い　あの雲
突き抜けたら　みつかると知って

振り切るほど　蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空

愛想尽きたような音で　錆びれた古い窓は壊れた

見飽きたカゴは　ほら捨てていく　振り返ることはもうない
高鳴る鼓動に　呼吸を共鳴(あず)けて
この窓を蹴って　飛び立つ

駆け出したら　手にできると言って
いざなうのは　遠い　遠い　あの声
眩しすぎた　あなたの手も握って
求めるほど　蒼い　蒼い　あの空

墜ちていくと　わかっていた　それでも　光を追い続けていくよ

飛翔(はばた)いたら　戻らないと言って
探したのは　白い　白い　あの雲
突き抜けたら　みつかると知って
振り切るほど　蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空
蒼い　蒼い　あの空

ナルト-疾風伝からどのような美しい曲。さあ、試験のように私はリラックスすることができますし、日本語の勉強を終了します。そして、緑、緑、青空、来年に進みます!!!

EMD+ free cold

2009-09-19T19:24:00.002+08:00

That stands for Evening of Music and Drama. Oh, you mean that.

Ah yes. Perhaps i drank Iced Tea in a FREZZING cold air con place.

Anyway, EMD was great. Under Dev's eloquence, i bought a ticket and went with cake to watch the show. SOme were good, some werent, but the best was Mel's Talkshow. It was sadonic, cynical humour ( the kind i get and quite enjoy) and it was also chick flick at times ( the kind which i also liked). I was ROFLing . Literally. Until Cake and some other girl beside me looked at me as if i was insane. I then stopped.

The emcees relied too much on their scripts, and when there was a part when the show was not ready, the atmosphere... was kinda awkward. But other than that, Sanjeev and the other boy were quite funny. No one laughed during their MJ spoof.

I swear the ElDDS were $$$ broke. Besides paying $4 FOR OUR OWN AUDIORIUM ( ...), we had to pay for our own refreshments. The teachers had it free. XP.

I saw Mr Daryl's son then. So cute! He waved at me and i waved back. Then he started crying. No la, jkjk. Cake (Tomus) completely vamoosed, so i saw Hadi + gang and went over to say hi.

It ended about 10.30 ish.

If i were a critic, i would give it four points. It was gr8, but i'd rather the venue be at Jubilee Hall. (:

Practical nxt friday. AAAAAAAAH!

revelations

2009-09-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

I officially quit saying i'm busy blogging. :D

Good news: YOU KNOW! Its kinda happy and sad. Im gonna miss my dear RSP peeps and teachers and of course, mempelajari Bahasa Indonesia . Kasihan di dlm program VIP tidak boleh belajar BI! it totally SUCKS :( I'll still learn at my own pace, but i'll be very noobie soon. HAHAHAHAH.

Anyway, the RSP boys did somethign stupid today.. (*ahem) Im gonna keep it under wraps. We wont do it again and wait for doors to open yeah... heheh.

I cant believe the giant things im gonna expect and the giant things im gonna leave behind.

Is it worth it?

For a pursuit to a finer institution? I guess so.

Maybe its time for me to go find my own life path. A new life, a whole new adventure.

Im definitely doing a sport. ****** or ******* or **** or *******.

Heres one last request. Do spam the cbox if u hv time. HEHE.

sampai jumpa! ( ill use more BI... not long i hardly use it agn). KASIHAN KASIHAN KASIHAN!

0.o

2009-08-13T18:44:00.003+08:00

Well,

sorry. :(

Didnt reaally feel lyk blogging lately.

Lotsa things have taken place.

2 more weeks from now, xian zai, sekarang, and its all or nothing! You know 0,0

See the picture above?

Was browsing through google to find some nice background for my pc.

Then i stumbled across this. Well, im not gonna use it, but do you see the serenity of the fantasy forest?

Its so peaceful. I was i could be like Mary Poppins and jump right intot he photo. yay.

Anyway, its a breather.

Anyway , exams are in lyk 4 days and theres too many things to remember. Oh dear!

2 more weeks.

wayward.

2009-07-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

the finely polished scale,
sits primly on the glistening table,

two matter added,
the scales tip.

alas, equilibrium
the reader know naught,
a glistening tear falls,
equal is no more.

the reader ambles away,
theres still hope.
Cherish the ramaining threads of time,
before they fray to nothingness.

the first tasks done
the seconds' hazed
again, time will tell
but then again,
much depends on the reader,
itself.

wayward, forward
none of such nonsense shall be heard.
-Anon

Well, that was refreshing. I bet most WILL NOT comprehend, since its extremely personal.

anyway, a few may know what im talking about, since the recent news only applies to some.

almost a month of not blogging. Most readers must have drifted away altogether.

Ah well.

wayward.

2009-07-26T18:18:00.001+08:00

wayward.

2009-07-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

its.....

2009-07-08T21:43:00.007+08:00

AAAAAAH!
(i thought a dramatic scream should do the trick XD)

I havent been blogging for the past how many days... sorry. Since school reopened, so much homework has already pile up to my eyes. Ive just managed to clear them til my legs. :(

Anyway... its 4 more days to a birthday!! :D

YAY (:

Speech day training is SO tiring. :( Standing at sedia ( at attention)for thirty minutes with a one secnd break... hmmph!

19 more days... :( Hopefully its worth the wait ! =D

Lotsa prezzies please. :)

.

2009-06-28T16:29:00.003+08:00

Blogging is now an official chore~

Yesterday tomus and worm came over to ~~play naruto, brawl and gambeoys and some cooking mamma~~ do work and finalise our bi dramtisation and TERM PAPER.

What the.

I mean a whooping *** page term paper written in the most formal and flowery language ever.

Thank goodness for billions and gazillions of brain cells. I sued up alot yesterday and today. Just some pictorial references, some touch up and credits/ citations and voila. a ~~UNI standard~~ term paper.

Of course Ibu leo helped us in many ways, like drafting the format and helping us find resources. If not we would just do some sub-standard rehash of a ~~UNI standard~~ term paper. Big task, and irritatingly spaiing. WE even had to hop to **** Library to scout for resources. So far away.

Some teen, fahsion advice to **********:
(Lacoste is some brand for ooold people Get younger ones like ~~oshkosh~~ idk.. something from heeren or sth!)

Anyway, our bi dramatisation is based ona s tory called Timun Emas ( GODLEN CUCUMBER LOL!!). It this girl who GREW out from a GOLDEN CUCUMBER ( somewhat like thumbelina). She escapes from the ogre but in the DVD we watched, Buto Ijo (ogre) came back. However in the book he sudah meninggal/wafat/mati/die/passed on etc. You get the point.

Anyway we had to do from the video. And some thigns were really weird. Like how in the world did the forest animals wear NIKE t shirts and have a b ball court in the middle of a forest? And how did they have weapons like machine guns, CANNONS and MAGIC potions?

And when it came to the final showdown, it was so drama.. then...'

...

....
...
.....

Buto Ijo ran away.

How anti climax.

i just picked a book from goodness-knows-where and its about di zi gui. Im sure you know what im talking about, esp HCL 21 when Mr Chew tried to "force" us to learn. But its a really good book which recommends the correct and good standards for a child. Its hardly what you learnt in CME. I suggest you read it. Its quite good.

Confucius' musings provides a good and fresh insights on moral and social etiquette. It may help you fail less, in a way.

Mystic vibes activated.

I mean,

八十大寿！

2009-06-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

LOL.

i guess my hols werent really well spent.
lolling about, watching the sun shine brightly ( hotly), clouds lazing in the sky.

Thats kinda bliss for me.

平凡毕竟也是幸福。

Cant wait to try my Wii. Once my mom fixes up the room.

Yay me. XD ( please dont be jealous)

This blogs's 80th post. The hudnredth will be a super duper LONG/SHORT one. Sighs. Will have to update this boring ol skin of mine.

Vesticular imbalance ensnares me. UGH.

Tell me why.

its alright its ok

2009-06-12T17:45:00.006+08:00

You told me there's no need
To talk it out 'cause its too late
To proceed and slowly
I took your words
And walked away
No looking back
I wont regret, no I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say
It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way too late
I'm closing the door

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Its seriously time to move on.

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Yes. Wheee! ( wii!)

Im bedazzled.

Breathe

2009-06-08T10:29:00.002+08:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

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HAHAHA. Thought ive vanished off the face of this planet already? Not so fast.

Well, many weeks have passed and as usual, lots of hw and projects. =.= Anyway it'll settle out by itself in the end. EEEk.

Well a few days ago, francis, ze xuan and i went to MJC to promote our learning styles and activities in RSP in the "Pendaftaran" Bahasa Melayu seminar. Well, since BI is somewhat similar to BM, they roped us in XD.

ANyway, Ze xuan was just eating and messing everything up whilst francis and i were using our pathetic range of BI to try and EXPOUND to the malay tchrs about our programme. *shivers*

Miss SHyamira:" Tristen, come here and explain what we did in Bali to these two teachers. IN BAHASA INDONESIA."

Me: WHAT??!!!

2 tchrs: (excited) Hey!! Try la! We want to hear!

Me: OMG.

Then i was explaining about our visit to the Bali school. Blah blah...

Me:..... di bali.... kami mengajar ________.

I forgot what was student. (siswa)

So i just paused there. It was really embarrassing.(siswa)

2 tchrs: Don't stress. Relax!(siswa)

I tensed up even more.(siswa!!! 0.o

I was frantically searching for the word, then...

2 tchrs: Its siswa....

Me: Oh, crap. (flushed)

2 tchrs: Never mind, good job... try harder!

Me: OMG. RUN!!!!!!

I saw Ms shyamira smiling. Crap.

Then as i walked around the other booths, i saw the Asian Lang Day booth. With a photo of me in some Indo traditional costume.

AND THEY PHOTOSHOPPED IT.

I looked retarded!

I was like chubby ( I'm so not) and i looked short.

Yes. This is a pathetic attempt so salvage my image. It was very very embarrassing.

But whoa, i did get to practise my BI, albeit pathetic & insignificant.

Infirm of purpose.

2009-05-10T17:04:00.002+08:00

The past week was A
A...
A....

SLOP.

Need I say more?

Math= sad face
Biology&Chem= suicidal. I changed my right answers to wrong ones.
Cl compo: okok. BUT STILL SLOP.
Geog: NO!!!!!!
El compo : expressionless face. retarded qns set.

:(

Crabby week.

eeeek.

2009-05-04T16:45:00.002+08:00

you know when your mind's jammed up with so much info you cant remember a thing?

thats how i am right now. i cant even think right?

whats my name?

._.

hah, just joking. But seriously, geography is killing me. I remember my senior Ziyad randomly asking " Geog or hist?"
during our hike last year. And i cant believe i said Geography. I USED to like it, but i think it sort of killed my brain.

=.=

Sigh.

Im in those crazy mood swings now. I just feel some weird vibe of positivity. Even when theres nothing to be positive about. XD

I just sent Lie Wen a spasm of smileys. He thinks im crazy. Well, haha i am. Crazy as the mad hatter in AIW.

Dear me. Time to go and be sedated :D

Kidding. Again. I think exams are really killing me. I dont even have time to THINK. Thank gawd the VSPB's being nice ( YAY) and cancelled recess duties.

:( XD :D :S (: ): :$

You're Not Sorry- taylor swift

2009-04-29T22:36:00.001+08:00

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
Ive been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And youre thinking well be fine again,
But not this time around

You dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did - before
Youre not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didnt know
Couldve loved you all my life
If you hadnt left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And Im tired of being last to know
And now youre asking me to listen
Cause its worked each time before

But you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did - before
Youre not sorry, no no, ohhh

Youre not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never wouldve gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Theres nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did - before
Youre not sorry, no no ohhh

Youre not sorry, no no ohh......

frizzed. very frizzed.
exasperation.
rest.
spin.
jump.
go.

and its over.

over.

Negativity.

2009-04-25T18:45:00.003+08:00

The old saying goes : Ignorance is bliss.

It sure is. Its really sad once you see the world in full view, the ugly side of humans, living conditions in 3rd world countries.... cruel systems....

Its so clear to me now ; Ive got a whole new perspective.

Clear.

Oh, give me some positivity.

membacalah.
Satu kali mu melihat dunia, mu tak akan pernah mau melihatnya lagi.

は、非常に初めて、私は失うものは何もない、すべてを得るために。ゾッとするほど、まだ見えない。

swing swing.

2009-04-11T13:57:00.003+08:00

im kinda in that phase now. traversing between past and future.

which to keep, which to discard?

that is the question.

sometimes, in order to move on, you have to let go.

but what do i have to let go, exactly?

well, lets keep things simple.

:D

decipher.

decipher

2009-04-05T13:28:00.006+08:00

Es sāpes. Fiziski un garīgi. Protams, bojāta puses, un es esmu fiziski un garīgi, jo tas ir kaut nerunājot pa apakšu manu sirdi, kad no rīta un pirms diviem gadiem, kas tika atgūta. Es domāju, ka Jūs esat vainīgs. Ļoti jutīgi. Pārmērīgs. Man bija ambiciozs un talantīgs, bet ļoti vientuļš. Es neesmu sociālās tauriņš, un es esmu par konverģenci. Es esmu tikai draugs. Tikai viens. Pievienot pakete veikt. Salīdzinoši labi aizsargāta un ka ir atšķirība starp 6, I devās uz pamatskolas un man bija man. Mēs tikās draugi, bet es vēl joprojām to pašu. Nē Kad esat tur, un es domāju, ka liela uzmanība ir dots. Gold ķimikālijas. Par mani man bija runā ar ir mainījusies. Palieciet skumjš skumjš. . Es domāju, ka draudzība ir ieguldījuma veids nav zināms, es zinu. Nākamajā lappusē, ka kļūda, kas nāk no draugiem saka, ka meitenes sākās. Tas ir traks. Viņš nerunā ar manu seju. Diemžēl es nekad atbildēt uz vēstuli. Tāpēc es domāju, ka beigās ir sasniegts. Es patiešām bija ievainots. Vēl nesen, kad viņš teica man beigās. No interneta. Ātras un kodolīgas. Piezīmes. Es izlasīju jūsu emuāru. Tas ir mainījies. Daudz kas ir mainījies. Tagad Es parasti vienu no jomām, sociālās un skolu. Ah. Ne dziedēt. I gotta go. Pārbaude. Par mājasdarbu.

burn....

2009-03-31T16:33:00.003+08:00

BURN,
That’s how I’m feeling now.

It was a freak accident.

I was riding as usual on the way to school and I somehow managed to fall off my bike. Blame the wind. It blew me down.

I landed on my hand.

YES. I saw a weird angulation and I was in agony. PAIN. I freaked

Then this jogger jogged past me, saw me moaning, stared blankly and ran away.

Talk about compassion. -.-

I somehow managed to withdraw my phone from my pocket and called my parents. they freaked too and rushed me to East Shore hosp.

It took forever for the x-ray and doctor. The more I looked at my hand, the more repulsed I was, it was really weird and painful.

The pain was sharp, throbbing and long lasting.

THEN CAME THE X RAY.

The radiologist was uber sadistic. She wanted me to pose like a model, with my FRACTURED HAND. OMG. If it wasn’t for my pain, I would have murdered her. Sadistic git.

So later I went to see the doc and he placed my hand in a semi-cast. AND it was made of fiber glass.

That’s awesome.

Anyway, now I can’t even do the simplest thing like zipping my own pencil case. Grrgh. Some more exam time, ip time, scouts cycling trip. ARRRRGH!!!!

But on the flipside, I discovered the warmth of people around me. Lots of people wanted to help me esp. lift time XDXDXD. Even the bubble tea store aunty sighed and told me to be more careful. Loll!!!

Anyway, 6 more weeks til I get this thing off. Ugh. And now my palm is the size of your soft toy.
NOT KIDDING. WATER RETENTION.

):

LOL

2009-03-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

LOL. Its just a spoof, but its just hilarious...

So.

2009-03-27T21:15:00.004+08:00

So, you've decided. So did I.

Lets.

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currently listening to ( CLT): Kiss The Girl -Ashley Tisdale
There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don’t got a lot to say
But there’s something about her
And you don’t know why
But you’re dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It’s possible she wants you, too
There is one way to ask her
It don’t take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl

Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Looks like the boy's too shy
He ain’t gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain’t that sad
Ain’t just a shame too bad
You gonna miss the girl

Now’s your moment
Floating in a blue lagoon
Boy, you better do it soon
No time will be better
She don’t say a word
And she won’t say a word
Until you kiss the girl

Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Looks like the boy's too shy
He ain’t gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain’t that sad
Ain’t just a shame too bad
You gonna miss the girl

Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t be scared
You gotta be prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t stop now
Don’t try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
Go on and kiss the girl
(scatting)

Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Looks like the boy's too shy
He ain’t gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain’t that sad
Just a shame too bad
You gonna miss the girl

(scatting)

Go on and kiss the the girl
Go on and kiss the girl

Go on and kiss the girl

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CRAP. 2 projects in 2 days.

Bahasa Indonesia.

Chem.

SO.

Sudden Optimism.

The tide's high, but im holding on.

Ugh.

爱向着我来的那一天

2009-03-23T18:22:00.003+08:00

Forward each song of your Zune/Ipod/ Playlists/ HP. List it even if it sounds totally absurd.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Do You believe in Magic? - Aly & AJ

people must think im crazy lol.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
He Said She Said- Ashley Tisdale.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne
7am to 4 pm. Yeah.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Crush- David Archuleta

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Invisible- Clay Aiken

Maybe. If im shy (:

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
If- Jeon Hye Bin

If what??? SHOOT.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Kiss The Girl- Ashley Tisdale
Erm....

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I dont think about it - Emily Osment

Empty vessels make the most noise. HA.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Bigger than us - HM

Actually he's shorter (;

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
No One- Aly & AJ

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks.

Kinda slow....

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Hot n Cold- Katy Perry

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Good & Broken- HM

OUCH. >.<

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Clear- HM

What???

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Headstrong- Ashley Tisdale
HAHA.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Right Here- HM

Im in the gun choi. LOL.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Disturbia- Rihanna

Thats really disturbing.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Tell me something I dont know- Selena Gomez

WOW. Pretty well.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Teardrops on My guitar- Taylor Swift.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Colours of the Wind- Vanessa Hudgens

Pass away with flying colours.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

River flows in You- Yiruma

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Hey Stephen- Taylor Swift

Thats my coach's name (:

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Breathe- Faith Hill

THATS SAD :D

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Promise- Vanessa Hudgens
YAY LOL :)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Leave (Getout)- Jojo

YEAH.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Ave Maria- 200 Pounds

WHAT?

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Love Story- Taylor Swift

Yeah maybe.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
You & Me Together- HM

Thats tragic. LOL.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

爱向着我来的那一天- Ashily
( The day when love comes to me.)

LOL.

Projects, projects more projects. SIGH.

Now Listening to...

2009-03-19T14:35:00.003+08:00

If- Jung Hye Bin. (Lyrics- Romanji hangul)

(scatting)
Step into my heart

tuggon-goryotdon noye chosun dwen mosube
sone innun chagun osan
sarangi on got kata

choshib-surowo nodo nawa katul koya
shigani piryohal kkora saeng-gakhae-sso

If you love me
noye nunbichi hundullinun iyunun
nae-ga anin darul got
nugunkarul hyang-hae tagagane
waen-ji chagabke nukkyojinun iyuga
nowaye ibyore shijagiyosso

hanbonman irado nan saran-hanmalko
haji mo-thae achwi-un chae-ro
pabochorom maldo mo-tha-go turassot-jiman
anin-gayo sara-ngul iruji mo-than
yonghwa soge yae-gidulchorom
sarangin-ga baramiyonna
Step into my heart

(scatting)

If you love me
noye nunbichi hundullinun iyunun
nae-ga anin darul got
nugunkarul hyang-hae tagagane
waen-ji chagabke nukkyojinun iyuga
nowaye ibyore shijagiyosso

hanbonman irado nan saran-hanmalko
haji mo-thae achwi-un chae-ro
pabochorom maldo mo-tha-go turassot-jiman
anin-gayo sara-ngul iruji mo-than
yonghwa soge yae-gidulchorom
sarangin-ga baramiyonna
Step into my heart

chogum do gakkayi ne chuwirurulmyo
sulpum sogul hemae-nuniyu
hokshirado niga tto narul turabul-kkabwa
anin-gayo sarangul iruji mothan
hyanghwa soge yae-gidulchorom
sarangin-ga baramiyonna
Step in to my heart

(scatting)

hanbonman irado nan saran-handago
haji mo-thae achwi-un chae-ro
pabochorom maldo mo-tha-go turassot-jiman
anin-gayo sara-ngul iruji mo-than
yonghwa soge yae-gidulchorom
sarangin-ga baramiyonna
Step into my heart

I shall add a listening to... on every blogpost i make so to make it seem long. HA.

Bali was, to conclude, to recap, to finalise, to end.... FUN. Not exactly roller coaster thrill-fun, but kinda relaxed fun. Staying in a Botanic Garden like resort ( not to mention spiders, ants, bugs and even frogs), with lush greenery and beautiful flora can just make your day. Staying in your host village family for just one night is also fun. Staring face to face with a pig can be also called fun. Seeing Ibu Diah, Ms Shyamira and Mr Leo being dunked into the resort swimming pool is also fun. Classmates dunking the prefects is also fun. Teaching the P3 kids @ Sekolah Dasar No. 2 was fun. EVERYTHINGS WAS FUN. Except Uluwatu Temple.

We were forewarned of the ferocious monkeys there. ANd Noy, they were ferocious. They grabbed Lie Wen's and Tomus specs. Unfortunately for Worm, they chewd of one end. Cheecky monkey. Bok Woon was so repulsed he even brought INSECT REPELLENT. LOL

The Kecak (gecko) dance sucked too. It was performed in a half semi-circular stage, in view of the setting sun. But it was too tourist- orientated. The original flavour and culturally rich Kecak dance wasnt there. I began snapping photos of the sunset instead of the Dance. Then there was this China ( Cheena)( OR SG???) boy and dad.
THOSE TWO.

Wanna know what they did? THEY WALKED RIGHT UP TO THE PERFORMANCE AND BEGAN SNAPPING PHOTOS. WHAT THE. So i snapped photos of THEM. LOL.

The best thing about Bali: CHEAP SALE!!! Dev and I bargained like crazy there. From Rp 100,000 to 20,000!!! YAY. Dev and i set up the BBC. Guess?

Yeah. Bali Bargaining Clan. LOL!

Lie Wen and Tomus felt bad about bargaining, saying " aldy so cheap, dont bargain la". So "kind". But in fact they make like 600% profit, even if its cheap. Anyway. Each to his own. Bought things for my family.

There are many more thngs i did there. EXhausted. Will upload on facebook soon.

I cant upload photos on my blog. It hanged. I'll upload it on facebooks then.

going, going, gone.

2009-03-11T19:55:00.002+08:00

Im off tomorrow. Words cannot express the thrill i am feeling now. I'll be back on Monday. Soon enough. I'll try to upload some photos or just blog, if the barrel will lend it to me.

Adios!
Bye Bye!
再见！
Sampai Jumpa!
Jumpa Lagi!

2 Days.

2009-03-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

Its getting so close and intense, its almost tangible.

2 more days! WOOT.

Rush, rush rush. OPW, HCL Drama, Chem Tfu, Geog Tfu.....

Seemingly impossible deadlines. Surprising results.

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I wanna pack at the last minute, gives me the adrenalin rush~!!!!

YAY. And everyones loves a 3 min meal! ( youtube it)

serenity.

2009-02-28T14:36:00.002+08:00

i've just discovered that once you look in another perspective, things instantly look better. Thank you Lord for giving me this wisdom.

YAY! IM STILL GOING BALI. 13 more days. tiga belas lebih hari.

Did i say i was too enthu too add a countdown clock?

GAH. WHo am i kidding???

midnight sun.

2009-02-27T19:12:00.001+08:00

Poor Stephanie Meyer. The first 12 chapter leaked out.

Speaking about poor, the is a RED ALERT IN BALI.

Why????!!!!! JUST like last year!!!! But no news yet. Praying for all the best.

:(

Sigh.

maybe VSRSP is not meant for bali. Some other Asian country. Korea perhaps??!!! :)

ave maria!---- kim ah joong

2009-02-26T18:42:00.002+08:00

김아중 - Maria (미녀는 괴로워 ost)

자 지금 시작해 조금씩 뜨겁게
우 두려워하지마
펼쳐진 눈앞에 저 태양이 길을 비춰
우 절대 멈추지마
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지

기적은 이렇게 내 눈앞에 펼쳐있어
우 절대 멈추지마
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지
(Maria)

멈춰버린 심장전체가
걷잡을 수 없이 뛰어와
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지
Maria Ave Maria
저 흰 구름 끝까지 날아
Maria Ave Maria
거친 파도 따윈 상관없지

ja chigeum shijakhae jogeumsshik tteukeop ke
u duryeowohajima
gwelchyeo nunape jeo taeyangi kileul bichwo
u jeoldae meomchujima
Maria Ave Maria
jeo hwin gureum kkeutddaji nala
Maria Ave Maria
keochin pado ttawin sanggwan eopji

ki jeokeun ireohke nae nunipe gwelcheoisseo
u jeoldae meomchujima
Maria Ave Maria
jeo hwin kureum kkeut ttaji nala
Maria Ave Maria
keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopsji
(Maria)

meomchwobeorin shimjangjeoncheka
keotjapeut su eopshi ttwieowa
Maria Ave Maria
cheo hwim kureum kkeutkkaji nala
Maria Ave Maria
keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopji
Maria Ave Maria
cheo hwim kureum kkeutkkaji nala
Maria Ave Maria
keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopji

Alright, let’s start nowLittle by little, passionately,
Oh~ Don’t be afraid
That road the sun is shining on, is laying outstretched before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Maria, Ave Maria
Fly to the end of those white clouds
Maria, Ave Maria
It doesn’t matter if you go through like the waves
It’s laying right before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Fly to the end of those white clouds

Ahhh. I dont know why i like Korean songs now. 14 more days.

Tommorow, i love you, its only a day away.

Unlock the padlock, throw away the key. Be happy. Loving. Thats all.

susah.

back . XD

2009-02-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

Im back. Well, duh.

The tests were relatively okay. I wont brag and say it was easy, in case , you know.... ( hehe)

It was a three men thing.Its now two. And he isnt here yet :(

Japanese Macbeth? Oh dear.
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now listening to Rihanna: take a bow

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

VIP= very impt person= very intelligent person= victoria intergrated programme

SIGH. Im in two minds. Weighing the choices, taking a gamble, faltering, surge of confidence, faltering....

Save me.

To people who judge people quickly (*ahem): Being quiet and pensive does not mean he/she is emo. LOL.

Commonwealth essay. WOOT! My essay selected. But to summarise 1,049 words to 700? Thats insane! Im not bragging or whatever, but how on earth do i do that? Get rid of 300+ words???

15 more days to BALI!!! YAY!!

Cepat!!! Cuma lima belas hari!!!!!!

Sigh. Im not gonna be so enthu til i add a cute animation countdown. Skali cancelled agn.(*touch wood)

Wait, let me go touch some wood.

Okay, touched. I will seriously go ballistic if it cancels again. I cant wait to use by BI skills to bargain ( being a typical s'porean) and converse! And play pranks on worm and toma... muhahahaah.

We're staying in a spa resort with no spa XD

Just a bed and pillow fights i guess.

Still exciting. (: (; (;

Speechless.

2009-02-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

We got back our HMT papers a few days ago.

49/80. I just passed by a few marks. But if you compare my results with the guy who top HCL, the difference is only 7 marks.

IF I DIDNT SCREW UP MY SUMMARY!!! ARGH!~~~

Sigh. Whats done is done, isnt it?

:X

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20 more days to Bali trip! DO NOT CANCEL\ POSTPONE OR I WILL GO BALLISTIC.

Thats what i wanted to tell ibu leo and ms shyamira. Hehe!

I just love to fly i guess. Love SIA . If economy class is great, FIRST CLASS is a hotel room :)

Yeah right. Like i'll ever sit first class. Maybe, in some budget airlines with toilet rolls as seatbelts and with toilets located at the end of the AIRPORTS. HAHA. please watch this hilarious video.

I dont know why im super enthusiastic about Bali. I guess i just love flying!

Pedestal - fergie

2009-02-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

Your pedestal is falling down, falling down, falling down
Your pedestal is falling down, falling down, falling down, da da da da da da
Record sales are on the mark 'cause thats about the time the rumors start
Where all the people talking out their ass
Well, someone gotta school ya cause ya got no class
Well I've paid my dues I'm a seasoned dame
So why you gotta throw salt in my game
You hide behind the computer screens so that you dont have to be seen
How could a person be so mean Who are youand what do you do that makes you think you are above me ?
But have you walked in my shoes
The pedestal
You put yourself on
Well since I'm breaking it down now
It's gonna collapse and be gone-gone-gone-gone-gone
Probably one of them tag a longs down 4 the free t-shirt 'cause you're a hanger on
You think you got me figured out Never met me have no clue what I'm about
Maybe I got things you wish you had
You need to stop the hate and get a pen and pad
I work around the clock, so fill your smoth up with a sock
And get you head up off your jock
Tell me who you are and what your background is
Tell me how you're feelin' when you listen to this

Your pedestal is falling down, falling down, falling down
Your pedestal is falling down, falling down, falling down, dum dum dum dum
Your pedestal is falling down, falling down, falling down
Your pedestal is falling down, falling down, falling down, da da da da da da
Tell me who you are and what your background is Tell me how you're feelin' when you listen to this
You think I dont see you on the internet, I read it, dont think I wont forget .

Nice song by Fergie. (;
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I was brushing my teeth today and my braces fell out XD

Well, part of it.

LOL.

Valentine's.

2009-02-14T13:42:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's day!!

Ive embedded this vid related to valantine's day and a cook show. Enjoy.

Hahahahha. (:

I am craving for chocs.

But seriously, i dont get valentine's. I mean, dont you love your family/friends/bf/gf 265 days a year?

LOL.

Exams coming. Haiz.

If

2009-02-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

If: Jeon Hye Bin

두근거렸던 너의
젖은 뒷 모습에손에
있는 작은 우산사랑이
온 것 같아조심스러워
너도 나와 같을
거야시간이
필요할 꺼라 생각했어
If you love me너의 눈빛이
흔들리는 이유는내가 아닌
다른 곳누군가를 향해
다가가네왠지 차갑게
느껴지는 이유가너와에
이별에 시작이었어한번만이라도
난 사랑한다고하지
못해 아쉬운 채로바보처럼
말도 못하고
돌아섰지만아닌가요
사랑을 이루지
못한영화 속의
얘기들처럼사랑인가
바람이었나
Step in to my heart

If you love me너의 눈빛이
흔들리는 이유는내가
아닌 다른 곳누군가를
향해 다가가네왠지
차갑게 느껴지는 이유가너와에
이별에 시작이었어한번만이라도
난 사랑한다고하지 못해 아쉬운
채로바보처럼 말도 못하고 돌아섰지만아닌가요
사랑을 이루지 못한영화 속의
얘기들처럼사랑인가 바람이었나
Step in to my heart조금 더 가까이 네 주위를 돌며슬픔 속을
헤매는 이유혹시라도 네가 또 나를
돌아볼까봐아닌가요
사랑을 이루지
못한영화 속의
얘기들처럼사랑인가
바람이었나Step in to my heart
한번만이라도 난 사랑한다고하지 못해 아쉬운
채로바보처럼 말도 못하고
돌아섰지만아닌가요 사랑을 이루지 못한영화 속의
얘기들처럼사랑인가 바람이었나
Step in to my heart

Kinda random. HAHA.

Today was the 4th SLI aka Students Leaders Invesitiure. It was crazy but fun. In fact, the whole school sort of made lots of boo-boos, but we just laughed it off. And after the ceremony we did a almost 20 min non stop cheering. I had to practically run away as i was already beginning to lose my voice.

Then we lazed around , mixed with the guests and ate to our hearts content before receiving our prefect's badge. YAY!

It really meant alot to me.

The badge is really like a whole new identity. It marks a new beginning, a whole new slate. People identify you now by the badge, and not the tie (actually still abit). We dont look like "fake prefects" anymore. HAHA.

Downside: Only one badge.

If you lose it, bye bye!

Congrats to all who earned their badges today. Kudos to you! Yor 6 -month hard work has finally paid off! The VSPB badge gleams proudly on your left breast-pocket, marking you as a prefect-prefect (lol).

ENcrypted: Fi enoemos syas " I evol doG" tub setah a rehtorb; eh si a rail, rof woh anc uoy etah enoemos uoy ees, tub evol doG, mohw uoy tonnnac ees?"

A penny for your thoughts, brethren?

Grats again.

Addiction

2009-02-12T16:47:00.002+08:00

CHOCOLATES! <3

Lets name some, shall we?

1) m&ms ( YUMMY)

2) ferrero roche ( OK OK)

3) Fondues! ( Never tried one, shld love it)

4) Kit-kat ( Gd)

5) Royce ( OMG)

Sweet, sinful temptations...

Great stress relievers.
Cheer ups.

What can be more perfect?

STRESS.

2009-02-11T19:32:00.002+08:00

Biology, Litertaure, DnT, OPW.

Math test popping out of nowhere. With booby traps here and there from slippery, cunning Ms Lim. Sadistic.

CA's round the corner.

Thats called stress.

I hate factorisation. bascially, MATH.

Im depressed. :(

mistake.

2009-02-06T17:26:00.001+08:00

im fallible.

It was a terrible mistake.

Why should it end like this?

I tried to let go.

Sorry.

backfired.

2009-02-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

firstly: tag replies! YAY!

xq: actually in some restaurants they do tt. Heard of $2 shark's fin?(:
worm: I HATE hamsters. haha just kidding XD
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This is the first time common sense has backfired.

Anyone heard of a 8m2 map???

Thats the damned answer for my math test.

I did get that ans at first, but later i worked some some stupid answer which, duh, wasnt the answer. I asked my math teacher and she said " Why not?"

=.=

Lesson(s) learnt: Dont use your common sense in math. YEAH RIGHT. A piece of land represented by 8m2 on the map.

I am starting to dislike the vetter. And the cheap tricks of math.

ouch.

2009-02-01T12:31:00.002+08:00

I got bitten by a cute , furry hamster. It was jammed under a running wheel and i tried to scoop it out.

It became frightened and bit me. 好心没好报。

Ah well. At least i helped it. The bite isn't very serious.

Yesterday i went to the UOB building for reunion dinner on the 60th floor. It was quite panoramic, with fairy lights from the Flyer and and music from the Chingay procession. Yes. MUSIC from the chingay CAN be heard on the 60th floor. We then lo hei (ed) and then ate some chinese classics: Sharks fin, sambal prawns, abalone and fatt choy, deng min and mango sago for dessert. Yummy.

Speaking about shark's fin, i watched a documentary on Discovery condeming how the poachers ruthlessly slash the shark's fins and left them there to die. I vowed never to eat shark's fins again.

But after smelling the aroma , i couldnt resist. I mean, the shark's already dead, and even if i dont eat it, 60 million people worldwide do. So i would be just wasting my portion.
True.

Still yummy. But i dont like the way they obtain the fins. Maybe substitute it with jelly. I wouldnt tell the difference anyway XD

9 more days of Lunar Niu (牛)Year. (:

when the battle's lost and won.

2009-01-18T15:23:00.003+08:00

Yes, that's from Macbeth.

I lost because i did not win the Science Buskers festival.

I won because i had a scholarship.

Please forgive my dead blog..currenlt doing blogging for hw at http://www.silvern-shadows.blogspot.com/

RATE!!!! My science buskers video!!!

2009-01-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Word-less.

2009-01-11T20:35:00.001+08:00

WE GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then, im speechless for words, drowned in relief and elation.

9 votes.

2009-01-09T18:29:00.002+08:00

Fantastic.

=.=

People had two BUSLOADS of supporters from their school. They won with 70 votes.

Still have chance on Sat and Sun.

Please come! FREE admission and if you vote us you can browse the science exhibits. But you must vote us.

FREE. get it? FREEEEEEEEE!!!!

VOTE PYRO CYRO (:

science buskers.

2009-01-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

PLEASE COME COME COME COME to our science buskers

friday(tomorrow): 2-4pm
saturday:2-4pm
sunday:10am-12pm, 2-4pm

come come come come come.

Matthew 6

2009-01-07T20:22:00.003+08:00

Yup. Matthew 6.

Simple.

No words.

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Hate. Hmmm.

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2009-01-06T20:25:00.004+08:00

Yay to fans who read my blog. Terima Kasih!!! [ to that fan! :)]. Its quite nice to hear that someone likes your blog (: I blushed! ( i didnt) Well, i'll figure i better post after 5 days, if not i'll lose my readers! Yes. Today was my 2.4 run. (trial) Well, im not exactly your Arnold Schwarzenegger, yeah. Lets see with a chain, shall we? 22>16 (yay!)>?>12! (A)
To a special someone:Doesn't mean you sit in front means you are the best. Doesn't mean you "steal" the best people for each subject to be in your group means you will do well. Even so, you'll earn no respect from me. Where is your sense of dignity? Yes. I'm done. Okay. Unpleasantness behind, period. Science Buskers Offline on Friday, Saturday and Sunday @ Science. I am BEGGING for supporters. Its really easy to vote. Just grab 2 ping pong balls from the counter ( no you cant cheat, the pp balls are special)and dump it into our basket. And we'll be eternally grateful. We'll be busking 2-4pm on Friday, 2-4 pm on Saturday, 10-12 (morning)and 2&4pm on Sunday.If you can make it , please come!!!! We are Pyro Cyro and we are located near the cafe. Guaranteed wows and funs. We even have prizes for you. Muahahah.

No, it want some weird spam. hehe. I really NEED supporters!! WARNING.Spamming in 10 languages...
بالفعل أنا أحتاج إلى أنصار!!
J'ai vraiment besoin de supporters!!
Saya perlu pendukung!!
本当にサポーターが必要！
난 정말 지지자가 필요해!!
Ich muss wirklich ganz dringend Unterstützer!
Cần giúp cho tôi thực sự!!
אני באמת צריכה תומכים!!
मैं वास्तव में समर्थकों की आवश्यकता है!!
Me apoyan NECESITA!

bonheur de sérénité de la campagne.

2009-01-01T13:49:00.002+08:00

Well, it means bliss of countryside serenity.

I'm not exactly a city person, but i also do not want a Dallas accent and plough fields for the rest of my life.

Maybe i just like the picturesque country life.

New Year Resolution: ** **** *** ** **** **!!! *** ** * ****** *********!!!! AND **** ***** *******!

Haha. Too bad. Be assured its all full of pleasantries.

Hair still disastrous, but will be fixed soon. =.=

many thanks. Dreamy Idealist

2008-12-31T17:47:00.007+08:00

I would like to thank Avester for helping me with this blogskin!

~~Oh, long time no post.~~Not really.
I attended the Crucible yesterday, it was quite fun. BUT i couldnt help my Scouts/RSP in school. Sorry!

The judges liked our ideas. ~~All thanks to me~~ ~~Me and Lie Wen~~ Me, Lie Wen and Joseph.

I am a Dreamy Idealist!!!
Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is aroused, they can become tireless fighters.For Dreamy Idealists, practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important. As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about not being given enough praise.As at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners, persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The feelings of others are important to them and they love making other people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends; their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one would have to share their world of thought and be willing to participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.

My hair is disastrous. ~~Thorns.~~ DAMN.

waiting.

2008-12-29T19:42:00.002+08:00

Yep yep, so i havent been posting for a long time....

i wanted to change blogskin, but blogskins.com died.

So i'll just surf the internet.

Crucible tomorrow.
Thorns.

Forgive me for the rather dry post.

back from camp, AGAIN./ Epicurean./Discovery.

2008-12-23T17:34:00.004+08:00

Im back from the First Class Hike!!!

Theres only one word to sum it all up: EXHAUSTING.

No?
Hmm, okay. Carry a 4kg backpack and walk 19 km. =.=

My legs are screaming.... LOL.

Nothing much, we kept walking, walking, and walking, and walking..................

=.=

Before i tell you what i did before the camp, let me tell you this.
For the past 12 years of my life, i thought myself to be a 100% Chinese.
But one day my dad casually mentioned " hey, do you know you're half a baba?"
I almost choked.
Not that i was angry or ashamed, but it was still quite shocking.
Yea, so im half a baba. I cant speak baba malay, which is an interesting mix of hokkien and malay, tetapi saya belajar bahasa indonesia,ya? Jadi saya harus belajar Hokkien...!

Okay, you should close your mouth now, lest a fly go in....

So before the camp i went to eat at "Guan Ho Soon" (i think), a famous peranakan restaurant. Im a self proclaimed epicurean, and i love peranakan food. ( thinking about itek tim, otak-otak,ayam sioh, chap chye and some rice makes me drool). When i went in, i could tell it was more chinese influenced as it had lots of chinese signboards. So we ordered the usual food ( as mentioned above) to compare with the other peranakan restaurant ( Called Pernakan Inn).

Rating
Pernakan Inn: 5/5
Guan Ho Soon: 4/5

Of course my ratings are a little biased, but Peranakan Inn won. Its chap chye is more authentic than Guan Ho Soons. The otak-otak are of the same standards, so it was great. They didnt have ayam sioh, so PI (peranakan inn) won, LOL. GHS (guan ho soon)'s itek tim was more sour beacuse of the kiam chye, but PI's one was sour because of its tamarind, which i preferred. However, GHS also served chinese foods, as its chefs were chong pohs. Chong pos were hired last time as chefs for tok panjangs ( long table feast). They were Hainanese and obviously from China. So they sort of 'stole" the recipes from the nyonyas over time and they started opening their restaurants. Of course, the taste would be a little different as the dish would be more inclined to chinese methods. But it was still great. PI's dishes i think used to be cooked by authentic peranakans, but now they switch to Cheena ppl i think. :(
I still like the food though. :)

Break Away.

2008-12-20T15:34:00.003+08:00

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed
I could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gottaTake a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Reflections are 100%. Break Away.

Thorns. CL hw not done yet. THORNS!

Back from Camp.

2008-12-20T14:59:00.004+08:00

Im BACK!!!

=.=

The Scouts EOY (End of year) camp was quite fun, but i didnt get to cook at ALL. The Sec 1s were bullied by the upper sec Scouts LOL.

MY BOWLING HAS IMPOVED LIKE ****!!!!

My score was 77( 1 game)~

I hope i can improve!

Highest was Fawwaz (did i spell correctly) with 133! WOW.
I thnk Second highest was Wee Loong, but he edited his score to all strikes and then he was disqualified. LOL.

We also had inter patrol games. I played badminton with one short little guy. I thought we were gouing to play well.
.....
.....

It didnt. I ws thrashed in 5 mins flat.
It turned out that we had badminton lessons for 2 years or so. =.=''

So i wasnt that embarrassed after all. But when Fabian (that person) played with the good upper secs, he was disadvantaged as he had a small frame. Even my Adult Leader was suprised as we wasnt the sporty type. Looks are deceiving. 0.o

Yea, thast was about all, quite fun~

WAIT.

There was also the cooking competiton on the last day. All of us went to Giant@Parkway. But before that we had bubble tea ( i like this new flavour, Jasmine Milk Tea XD). Our Pl (patrol leader) Bryan wanted taugay with salted fish and we HE bought three, SMELLY,"DECOMPOSED" ,salted fish.. (ew...)
I didnt eat that and we were last for the veg category. As usual, the Sec1s advice （良言）fell to deaf ears.... LOL.

Overall we were second, i think we won because of our black pepper chicken ( ready made.. hahaha) and the soup. It was almost bak-kut-teh ish, the seniors SPAMMED pepper. And Bryan even wanted CHICKEN bak kut teh. I almost gagged.

Oh and on the second day we watched this rated movie called death race. It shouldnt be death race. It should be fu*k race. I mean, everyone kept using the f word. Essentially, jailbirds had to invent monster, killing cars to race with each other. The winner who wins four consecutive rounds will be freed. The master of the jail is this blond, prim-and-proper old hag. (she was ugly...)

So the lead guy was framed for a murder(by that old hag), and was landed up in that jail. She wanted him to imperonate Frank, an infamous jaibird who has won 3 rounds. All drivers were accompanied by some jailbirds s*uts who woukld give/seduce them?? Not sure.WHilst watching the first few rounds, there was this scence where this China guy called 14k and his mate were being chased my one car with lots of drills and guns. Then he was cornered and his female mate was being drilled by the stomach. Very gross, but the blood looked fake, like some tomato juice. I didnt really enjoy the show, too gory. Some people complained that it was too "mild" and wanted SAW. Urgh. I dont really like horror and gory movies.

So thats about it, im going off for my first class hike on Mon, dont miss me too much... =.=

LOL... bye!!!

improvement.

2008-12-14T18:49:00.002+08:00

I went bowling again!!! (:

Still suck, but i got 52!

6 pins improvement... LOL.

Today was the National Bowling League.

After i saw the players, i suddenly wished i couldbe as good as them :(

They had doubles ,turkeys( 3 strikes in a row) and one boy who was YOUNGER THAN ME DID A HOOK. (a hook is an advanced technique!!)

Eeeeeek. Scout Group camp coming soon. There will be bowling....

And also a cooking competiton.

I had an A1 for Home Econs, but when i tried frying a sunny side up, i ended up fryin scrambled eggs =.=

LOL.

Bye! :D

orthodontist appointment.

2008-12-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

I went to the orthodontist last week, 5th December, 2008, for consultation.
Today, 12 December,2002, 4 metal rings were CEMENTED to my molars.

!!!!!!!!!!!!

APPOINTMENT 1
My orthodontist was Dr Loh. He's very nice. When i first went in, he was in the "nice-voice-give-you-lollipops" kind of mode. He asked me my name, age... and school. Guess what? He was also a Victorian(!)Cool. He then analysed my case, and attached 4 blue elastic rings(called separators) on my molars to make a temporary gap. It felt weird, like having things stuck in between your teeth (actually it IS stuck, lol)I was afraid it would fall off, but i guess they were attached quite securely.I would wear it for a week.

APPOINTMENT 2

My appointment was 3.45. i went in @4.15 =.=. I think Dr Loh had temporary STM. He
asked me for my age and school. He was an ex Victorian and he forgot!!! But he suddenlyremembered LOL. He removed my separators and tried on some metal rings. It would anchor the braces. After fitting the right rings, he polished my teeth :) and CEMENTED the rings on my molars (!!) I wonder how he is going to get them off.
The attachemnt was quite messy. I think the brush-thingamabob was quite strong. Though the suction was strong, saliv* and cement sprayed. And the brush-thingamabob emitted a high pitched sound. ( Like the silent ringtone, only ten times worse.)
After a while, the attachment was finished. My mom paid (duh) and we went for dinner.
I thought it was almost " invisible" as the separators, nut after taking a first bite of my hokkien mee, it was SO HARD TO CHEW. It was quite uncomfortable. I practically had to use my front teeth to NIBBLE the noddles. Urgh. I took 1 to 2 hours to finish the noodles. Then, (silly me) i went to order bubble tea with PEARLS. How was i going to chew them. I almost went crazy. ( im a bubble tea addict).
And the anchors(metal rings) would be there till they remove my braces. oh my gosh.
2 years of not drinking bubble tea???? Im going to go insane.

I have to find a way to chew, no matter what.

!!!!!!!!!!!

pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis.

2008-12-11T13:26:00.005+08:00

Its supposedly the longest English word.

Basically it means the reaction caused by inhaling silicon dust. LOL.

Theres this freaky, crazy, not-fit-for-the-weak-hearted HORROR site. (thanks alot dalson...jkjk!)
www.hotel626.com
I added a "~~Dont~~ please click here!!!" button and MISC section...it leads to the hotel.... But i'll remove it after a few days. HAHA!
LOL. DOnt go there, it will scare the daylights out of you. For those who want to go.....

1) Turn your speakers on.
2) Enable webcam and mike. The site will record your scared face and your scream (if you do, hahah)
3) the website is accessible from 6am to 6pm.(or is it the other way???) thats why its 626, get it? However, you can trick the website by changing yr com time.

For tns 5f-ers...

Sort of like the sinthai studio horror that Mr Teo showed us. LOL!!!!
There are some vids @ Youtube but im not gonna upload. Muhahahahha!

get togethers.

2008-12-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hey, whoever said spending time with your family was boring? I had the most super- duper time of my life yesterday!

For the past 5 years of my life, i have never been bowling. So suddenly after some lessons my dad suddenly said " Lets go bowling!" I almost keeled.

LOL my score was like , oh my gosh!I kept misssing and after 2 games my score was 46.
( @ least i had 1 strike T.T)
So much for telling Worm i had 100+. maybe soon, once i get better (haha...)

The winner was my mom, of which her total score ( for two rounds)was about 215.

LOL. But it was still fun.

Hypocrisy

2008-12-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

:):

I abhor.

Spectrum of Rainbow

2008-12-02T20:12:00.003+08:00

Its so funny how my emotions can change in a blink of an eye. I seem like a weird, crazy volatile person. But who cares? I like myself the way i am.

Im really a spectrum of a rainbow.

Rejuvenation.

2008-11-30T10:09:00.002+08:00

To restore to an original or new condition.
It just repeats the cycle which I'm sick and tired of.
I don't want to rejuvenate the team, nor its members anymore.
Especially when they are unwilling to change.
Perhaps I'm dragging personal emotions,
But one thing will never really change.
The fatigue.

私は感情的な騒ぎにある。

2008-11-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

~~日本語、待たなければならない。フランス語.....~~
私の愚か考える方法雨の後で、虹が現われると。実質のように。その雨だけ。そしてより多くの雨。ちょうど昨日のようにようである私の部分だった私はとても高く立つのが常であった私はとても強いのが常であった堅く私のまわりのあなたの腕すべてはとても右に感じた何ものように頑丈うまくいかないことができる今度は私は呼吸できない私は眠ることができない私はやっと掛かっている私はここにある再度私は部分に引き裂かれるそれを否定できないふりをすることができない 1才だったことをちょうど考えた深い内部の上で壊されるしかし私が叫ぶ破損を見ることを得ないこれらの薄茶色の目の後ろ私はすべてを言った開発される受信すれば私に感じを申し分なくした今度ばかりは私の生命で今度はすべて私の残っている私がであることをふりをするものがある中そう一緒にしかしそう壊される原因Iは呼吸できない私は眠ることができない私はやっと掛かっている私をそれから吐く私を飲み込みなさい憎むためIの責任自分自身会ってそれは私を今殺す私は外側で叫ばないもう! 私はここにある再度私は部分に引き裂かれるそれを否定できないふりをすることができない才だったことをちょうど考えた深い内部の上で壊されるしかし私が叫ぶ破損を見ることを得ないこれらの薄茶色の目の後ろ私はここにある再度私は部分に引き裂かれるそれを否定できないふりをすることができない 1才だったことをちょうど考えた深い内部の上で壊されるしかし私が叫ぶ破損を見ることを得ないこれらの薄茶色の目の後ろ全然化学がなかった。私は何を考えていたか。私は近い将来に傷つけるかもしれなければ残念である。私はほしいと思わない別の壊れたイメージが…壊れた友情…. 私の感情的なポストを言葉の障壁の不明瞭なベールの下で覆ってかなり悲しい、ないそれはであるか。他に何をしても私は、そしていいか。それから敬虔なクリスチャンがありなさい。私の信頼に焦点を合わせなさい。私は感情的な騒ぎにある。

Darwinism

2008-11-22T19:34:00.009+08:00

I was browsing some random articles and found one on the theory of evolution by Charles Darwin.

Darwinism?

I cant believe scientists believe in him. How absurd.

If we evolved from monkeys, we might as well make a monkey spouse and live in some jungle stealing food from peoples' houses.

Of course, I'm influenced from religion, but the science of it all doesn't get me.

Go on, creationists. Amaze us with your science. Lure the believers. But strike me off your list.

Settled

2008-11-18T16:52:00.003+08:00

After twists and turns, the road is finally straight. Thank you. Elohim.

...........
..........
Fine! Enough of the short, deep, emotional posts.

My mom bought me a TAGGER!!!
FYI, its this new type of bag where you can customise. It has a detachable cover so that you can change it whenever you feel like it. Comes with many designs and colors ,plain to print, and also many accessories to add.

THANK YOU LOTS AND LOTS MA!!!

Please be sure to check out my blog in french and bahasa Indonesia @ the links section.
Merci and Terima kasih !

Suddenly i feel like a 3 year old again. How fascinating the joys of materialism

Light And Darkness

2008-11-13T10:55:00.002+08:00

I hold the light and the darkness of my heart,
Trembling while I embrace the shadows, moving me apart.
I can give up all the dreams that I have chased,
And my love will be there, and will come to me again with pride.
When I look to the sunset, All the colors, so beautiful
That the tears fall right down, into the sea, to the ocean of my heart.
Though the brightness of the sun has drifted far away,
Tomorrow holds the sunlight of a brand new day for me [brand new day for me]
I hold the light and the darkness of my heart,
Trembling while I embrace the shadows, moving me apart.
And I can't give up all the dreams that I have chased.
And my love will be there and will come to me again.
With each rising sun,I'll find the future that is mine.

Disappointment.

2008-11-09T20:53:00.002+08:00

Its really unavoidable. Curse it.

*Bali Trip cancelled due to political instability.
*NPC- Main> Support.

Thorns.

Σύμβολα

2008-11-05T15:40:00.004+08:00

Σκέφτομαι ότι προορίζομαι για να μην έχω οποιουσδήποτε φίλους, ούτε την ευτυχία, ούτε τη χαρά. Είναι αυτό μια πληγή γιατί όλες οι κακές πράξεις εγώ έχει κάνει, ή το ι υπάρχει ανέφικτα τις υψηλές προσδοκίες των φίλων; Είναι το ι πραγματικά άνθρωπος; ή ακριβώς μια κούκλα που έχει δοθεί η ζωή στη γη, χωρίς τις συγκινήσεις της αγάπης, ευτυχία, επιτυχία;;; Αυτό δεν είναι κατάθλιψη, αλλά μάλλον μόνη αναζήτηση. Μια μελαγχολία ένα, ίσως. Αυτό δεν θα μεταφραστεί.

Θα βάλω σε μια μάσκα και θα είμαι πεισματάρης, αλλά βαθύς κάτω ξέρω ότι δεν θα είμαι ποτέ εντάξει. Ποτέ. Μην εκθέστε ......

Δεδομένου ότι αυτή η μετάφραση δεν είναι τόσο ακριβής, αμφιβάλλω ότι ακόμη και ένας Έλληνας μπορεί να κατανοήσει αυτό. αφήνει ακριβώς να πει ότι αυτό θα διαβαστεί από με και με μόνο.

Καθένας γύρω από με είναι imbeciles. Υποθετικά οι καλύτεροι φίλοι μου έρχονται στο σπίτι μου, το μεταχειρίζονται όπως ένα θέρετρο, με αγνοούν… Όπως είπα ήδη ότι… δεν έχω κανέναν φίλο… καμία ζωή…. im ακριβώς ζωντανός σε μια κούκλα αποκαλούμενη Tristen…. μισώ αυτό. Θέλω να είμαι ελεύθερος. Ο Θεός, παρακαλώ με βοηθά. Ξέρω ότι έχω κάνει τόσα πολλά πράγματα ενάντια σε σας, υποσχεμένος να μην το κάνω πάλι, αλλά έχω επανειλημμένα πάλι. Το λυπάμαι για πραγματικά. Θέλω να είμαι καλός Χριστιανός. Σας ευχαριστούμε Λόρδος. αισθάνομαι τόσο πολύ καλύτερα τώρα. Παρακαλώ με βοηθήστε για να βάλετε το γεγονός παρενόχλησης πίσω από με.

Accomplishment

2008-10-31T21:15:00.003+08:00

I love the sense of accomplishment~

I solo-ed the board for the Wayang kulit!( yay me!)<---- sounds like London Tipton

So anyways, i was browsing thru Youtube and i watched Rihanna's Disturbia Vid.

IT WAS DISTURBING ( no lame jokes here.)

Thru out the video she had lyk spasms and her eyes went white.... i thought she was in a trance... And she was singing in jail with jailbirds carrying her.. it totally ruined the song!

And i dont have to narrate in bahasa Indonesia anymore ( phew)~

As you might have now noticed, i've added a clock on my blog and also a countdown to the Bali trip!!!! Woots!

Did i mention i am a bubble tea addict?? Chocolate ice-blended KILLS me. hahas.

Thats all.

Priority

2008-10-30T18:00:00.002+08:00

Wow. So many things to do. xD

1) Seemingly impossible task of finishing a crammed 264 page book on the history of Scouting of Singapore in 3 days.
2) Rehearse (narrate)a 20 page story called " Asal Mulat Selat Bali" in BAHASA INDONESIA. Thank goodness i have a script. Still have to work on the intonation and accent( lol??!!!)
3) Polish up the Wayang Kulit write up.
4) Get some rice for the dalangs (wayang kulit puppeteers, aka Yek Teng, Bryan and Luke)
5) Holiday homework
6) pack stuff for Bali trip
??? ) cant remember for now...

GUNBOUND UPDATE: currrent rank - metal axe.

Today we had angklung practice. Out of lyk 10 rounds we only had 1 PERFECT round, 2 NEAR perfect rounds and 7 oke-oke rounds. Overall, we did quite well xD yay... Wanted to record the music but I DIDNT RECORD THE PERFECT ONE!!! what a shame.

Thats all~

Let Go.

2008-10-29T19:16:00.005+08:00

Learn to let go. Let go to learn.
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Okay... so my posts were recently quite short and emo-ish these days and so this shall be a cheerful and maybe slightly longer one! And please flood the chatbox (leh), so empty, lifeless ( de)....

Im super -duper excited about the Bali sojourn. Only thing is the volatile political events in Indonesia... Cant wait to pack my things. And use my bahasa Indonesia!!!!Woots!!!!

AND I AM ADDICTED TO RIHANNA'S SONGS!!! okay. Especially disturbia. Its disturbingly

addictive. (LOL.) Shan't post the lyrics, too lazy. Muhahahaha.

( Gunbound anyone?) :)

Whirls

2008-10-24T12:47:00.007+08:00

Whirls are really interesting. They seem to have no beginning and yet no end. Cool.

I got back my results yesterday. Well, theres room for improvement. Late grats to Francis for attaining 1st in standard and class, and being re- inducted into VSPB. Grats.

My life in a whirl. Or at least my mind is. Cool?

Not.

Analogy for me: A tired bumble bee who tries so hard for the honey but fails.

?

2008-10-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

I just found out that my blog has no archives. Yikes.

And i think im catagelophobic. Maybe even kakorrhaphiophobic. Thorns.

Is it really that bad?

Maybe not.

Thoughts.

2008-10-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

Adroit me :)

Shan't say anymore, lest that white-haired, ancient wizard cast another black magic spell. Ah well. Who knows whats in his cauldron? Hm... strands of his own white hair i think. And maybe some vulgarities. ( stifles laugh)[ did someone fall and smack his little head on the pavement today?] Ah well.

Today we learnt some kind of dance. What we did was just shake our shoulders like some muddled confused bloke... hahas. then we locked hands and skipped in rings. (come on!). But it was still quite fun :)

revivio.

2008-10-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY REVIVED~( fanfare please)

yay.. :) okay... so i promised to re-link everyone. WILL do so now.

Exams were fairly okay. EXCEPT math. ( shivers).

So, the mugging mood gone, blithe, carefree mood should set in and pervade the air, right? But how come i dont feel anything but lethargy? Maybe im bored.( bosan) Seriously. Computer games are such a bore, [except the ones that we have to pay :( ]with the common warrior, mage, thief and archer RPG.

Gunbound anyone???

SONNET #11

by: William Shakespeare

S fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou grow'st
In one of thine, from that which thou departest;
And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st
Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest.
Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase;
Without this, folly, age, and cold decay.
If all were minded so, the times should cease,
And threescore year would make the world away.
Let those whom Nature hath not made for store,
Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish:
Look whom she best endowed she gave the more,
Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish.
She carved thee for her seal, and meant thereby
Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die.

I LOVE SHAKESPEARE :)

Well, since ive nothing to do, why not indulge in some medieval poems with celebrated poet cum writer? haha.

Gunbound anyone?? =D

Today was the floorball inter-class tournament... and we got fourth. Pity.....

Ah well. Promise by VH rocks. Seriously.

What you think about this?
I been holding it in now
I'm letting it flow
What you think about this?
I'm gonna do my own thing
yeah I'm flying solo so
Don't tell me how its gonna be
On my own
And the thing of it is
There's nothing round here
that I'm gonna miss
Cause you're holding me down
I just wanna fly
There comes a time when I
gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[ Chorus ]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head
Telling me come on, come on, move on
There's a voice in my head
Telling me I know my right from wrong
They say what doesn't kill you can

Make you strong
Now I know what it means
You can try to bend but you
ain't breakin my dreams
I'll be making mistakes
Comin up at a loss
I'll be tumbling down
But Like MC shake it off
I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss
Of me, myself, and I

[ Chorus ]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

I'll keep movin even when the
beat is gone (I will, I wont, I wont)
I'll keep doin what i got to do
to carry on (I wont, i will, wont)
So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly
and the time has come and
gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[ Chorus X2 ]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

Yay. Strangely now im felling some unexpected surge of euphoria. Maybe its the music. XD

Oyasuminasai ( Good night)

2008-09-12T18:08:00.001+08:00

When somethings have to go, they have to.

You cant protest. Its useless. You're not Father Time.

Even if you are, why bother, its over already.

but it keeps coming back; its no use. Oh, the pain and sadness of it all.

He lies on his bed, aloft with soft pillows.

His eyes stare open, wide, into the milky night

With a trembling hand, he brought it to his heart.

A flash, and hes back 780000000000000 seconds ago.

A red backpack. A glaze of white.

He stumbles, silently, into the gates.

He mutters and walks with a shuffle.

he walks to his class, and sits, quietly.

A small boy, about half his size.

walks up to him, and sneers.

Red bag boy's eyes glisten, but did not flow.

Small boy walks away, eyes becoming slits.

he can feel it. Its happening again.

That momentary pause.

Something was awry, terribly awry.

Why?

red and small were freinds,

So close, so close.

But why?

Why did it have to end up like this?

He closes his eyes, and a tear falls,

It awakes the boy, he he finds himself on the bed again.

Crying.

Just some random poem i thought up of just now. When you are emotionally charged, you can write anything! XD

Ok, back to myself.

I was at a nondescript place near my house when i saw this old lady scavenging through dustbins. I felt a flare of pity and approached her, an empty soda can in my hand. She turned and smiled at me. i politely smiled back and handed her the can. She smiled and said something in Hokkien. SInce my Hokkien vocabulary was only the size of a teaspoon, i just said thanks in Mandrin. She frowned, and pointed to her ears. She was deaf. She then procceeded to rummage through other dustbins. i felt so sorry for her. Coincidentally, her dustbin journey was on the way to my house. Agog with curiosity to see where she would go, i followed her.

She continued to rummage thru the junk in the dustbins, and taking only cans. As i reached , home, i saw her walk into A GIANT BUNGALOW NEAR MY HOUSE. Lol.

She lives there!!!1

Life is so full of twists and turns. One moment you pity a poor old lady, the next moment you envy her and her big house.

HeadStrong

2008-09-10T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hey all,

Sorry for not posting.. psps.. was quite busy with exams! So many things to remember, to study.. keke. Okay.. so major update huh? Guess what! I got a new bike! Its a Capitano V.2 ( yes... i know.. Aleoca) . When i went to my bike after school, the front gripping bar was twisted! I had to cycle back home in my ruined bike~ Luckily my dad twisted it back ( haha) I suspect VS boys (obviously) as the bicycle stand was just behind the hostel. There was even a security guard! Talk about " high security standards"... Futhermore, it was a Saturday.. so Vs students are out, maybe the hostel people... if you go to their canteen and see the Worst\ Messiest Room "Award", your mother would probably faint. ha ha.
Exams were quite good except for Math.. which i got a b4 due to flunking a common test! However, the teacher is giving the class a retest AND THE NEW MARKS WILL BE COUNTED!! yes! ( half the class failed anyway)!
hahas. I love being a prefect~
Recently, i am listening to AT's songs.. they kinda mirror how i feel. Headstrong and Suddenly~~~

1)What makes you smile?

Beautiful sceneries, good results, people in joy ( except being sadistic)

2. Do you ever turn off your cell phone?

Nope. it dies out by itself XD

3.What happened at 10.00am today?

Recess?

4.When did you just cry?

Nah. Dont want to mention it.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

I dislike peanut butter =)

6.What do you want in your life right now?

*******************

7.do u carry an umbrella when it rains or just put on a hood?

Umbrella. Im eveready :)

8.what's your favourite thing to put on your bed?

Pillows. Soft ones. :)

9.what bottom are you wearing now?

White 3/4 s. :)

10.what is the nicest text in your inbox says?

That God is always beside me! :)

11.do you tend to make relationships complicated?

Depends.

12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone?

Nope.

13.what was the movie you last caught?

Hellboy II i think.

14.What are you proud of?

My results! And me.

15.what does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

Starhub promo plans??

16.what is the last song you sang out loud?

This is Me

17.do you have any nice names?

18.what was the last receive text msg? Who was it from?

Seb =P

19.what time did you go to bed last night?

10.30 pm. tired.

20.are you currently happy?

fairly

21.who gives you the best advice?

God, parents, aunt

22.do you eat whipped cream straight away from the can?

No! Thats gross~

23.who did you talk on phone last night?

No one

24.is anything bugging you right now?

nope.

25.what is bugging you right now?

I just answered that question!!

26.do you wear toe socks?

nope.

27.who was the last person you had a missed call from?

Home i guess.

28.have you ever had your heartbroken?

Benar. ( yes in Indonesian)

29.what annoys you the most in a person?

Him.

30.do you have any crush on anyone?

hahas. cant tell

31.have you ever done cocaine?

NO!! Im not a drug pusher!!!

32.what is the colour of your room?

White. :)

33.would you kill someone you really hate for a billion dollars?

Nope. As much as i hate him, i wont kill.

34.do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?

Absolutely

35.who was the last person that lay on your bed?

Me?

36.who was the last person who hugged you?

Lol.

37.did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Nope. ;)

38.do you have a life?

Duh.

39.have you ever think someone died but they didnt?

Nopes.

40.what is the reason behind your profile song?

I just like it.

41.who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Myself holding a staff :)

42. last time you smile?'

this afternoon

43.have you ever change this year?

I hope so. for the better

44.what are you listening to right now?

Nothing

45.are you talking to someone doing this?

Nope.

46.do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?

Open!!

47.is there any quote you lived by?.

If you wanna rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain

48.who is the most important to you?

God, friends and family

49.do you think you have enough confidence?

Maybe.

50.who is the person you trust most?

God, family and my besties.

51.do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?

Yup, even tho i havent seen one before.

52.if you can have a dream come true, what will it be?

To be able to have a magic wand! XD

53.what is your goals for this year?

To excel in the academic arena! :)

54.do you believe in eternal love?

Yes. God eternally loves us. =)

55.what feeling do you love most?

Success, happiness

56.do you believe its global warming now?

Yup. Be green!!!

57.what is the feeling you hate most?

Failure, Jealousy, Anger, Frustration, Bitterness, Sadness

58.do you cherish every single friend of yours?

Yes. Friends are Forever XD

59.do you believe in GOD?

YES IN CAPS !!!!

60.who care for you the most?

God, my family and friends! :)

61.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?

God, family, friends, morals, results XD

62.what will you bring when you fight?

A vapouriser and a impenertrateble force shield. If not a wand ( if theres magic) =)

63.What have you regretted in your life?

Secret.

64.What if your stead two-timed you?

I'll be furious and sad?

65.Someone you cant live without?

God, Family, Friends, Good food! :)

Thoughts

2008-07-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when you focus on something too long, you will start to lose your concentration and drift away. I am one of these people. And when i drift off, a spectrum of thoughts flashes into my brain. And these thoughts and\ or sometimes questions are usually philosophical. Example: "Jealousy is the lock that closes your heart and soul; understanding is the key that opens the vile lock." Simple, yet so powerful in laying the message across.

Morals that we learnt are stuck in our heads almost all the time. Good teachings and noble deeds are found, read, seen or heard every now and then. But, knowing them is so easy, but abiding by them, is so hard. I am sure every one has problems being morally upright ALL the time. Sometimes the nature in all of us seems to override these inculcated values. Dont you feel the rising anger, frustration, jealousy forming inside you when someone does better than you, or gets the things you so badly wanted? This example confirms this, i hope.

A boy had passed his test with flying colours. A classmate, ( i hope) who has been inculcated with moral values, is a born genius, but today's unexpected defeat angered him. Jealousy and bad thoughts started to fill his head, "deleting" all the good thoughts he has been brought up with. And as the saying goes " eyes are the windows to our inner self" ,his thoughts were seen clearly, right through like an X-Ray. His eyes changed into a nasty glare but then it quickly disappeared as the other classmate glanced at him. A serene mask was quickly put on ( by the jealous classmate) as he rose from his seat and congratulate the elated classmate. However, the handshake given was rather soft and lukewarm, and the words took quite some time to form out.

Maybe this example was not really clear in its meaning\coda ... anyway what I'm trying to reiterate is that we all go against our morals sometimes ( as mentioned before) . So nobody's perfect. And one more thing. Jealousy is the worst human fault. Seriously. Disagree if you must, but this is just my philosophical views on human nature. Thats all.

5 stations\ 2.4 tomorrow. Yikes.

Catch- Up

2008-07-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hi guys.... Finally posting! These few days have past so quickly. When i checked my email, i found out that my exams are drawing nearer and nearer.... oh dear!
Anyway, i've found the lyrics to the Sarang... Oh gi hae man hae ( bleahx). =) Enjoy!!

푸른 하늘은 눈 멀게 하고 있다 나의 심혼은 무엇인가의 이유로 아픈다 이슬 하락은 알고 있는 저 없이 나의 눈에서, 형성한다 나의 상상에서 그것은 저에 가까운 당신 같이 얻고 있다 느낀다 나는 당신이 누구를 저에게 와 사랑할 때 인지 나가 아직도 사랑을 모르는지 언제부터 당신을, 나 모른다, 나 모른다 기다리고 있는가? 기다리는 U 의 사랑 당신은 약간을 얻을 수 없다 저에 가깝 나의 사랑, 아기 나의 사랑 다른 모든 그 사람들 그들은 어떻게 사랑을 생각해서 좋은가? 나는 어떻게 모르는 유일한 사람인가? 아주 온난하고 그리고 안락하다 그리고 때때로 단것 그런 사랑에 당신은 저 항상 이었다
나는 아직도 당신이 누구를 저에게 와 사랑할 때 인지 사랑을, 나 모른다 모르는가? 기다리는 U 사랑 당신은 약간을 얻을 수 없다 저에 가깝 나의 사랑, 아기 나의 사랑 나가 그것에 대하여 생각하는 어떤 방법 나가 당신을 아주 행복할 볼 때 그리고 일 천 시간을 사랑해요 말하십시오 나는 언제 어떻게 생각해 보았다 사랑은 저에게 올 것입니다 그것은 나가 당신을 알고 있을 이래로, 여기 이미 있었다 당신을 위한 장소가 있었다 나의 심혼에서 나는 당신 이게 태어났다 당신이 저 에게로 오는 경우에, 함께 우리의 시간 이 시점에서부터 꿈이십시오. 나의 사랑 아, 나의 사랑은 저에게, 온다
Thats for people who can read korean. WARNING: May not be accurate

English sing along:
palan haneli nunbusyo...\waenji gasoomi apawa\ nado goodaeyi nungaei \yisoor maejimyong \

sangsangsogeiso na eigei\ dagaorgoman gaten gedaeler onzei bu\ tonga gidalyoso jyo ajig

salangr molaso... gedar morlaso onzei salangi orga? waiting for your love gedae zogemman do ga

gai or sun obnayo nae salang a baby my sweet heart nomuna manen salamder odokei salang

hanenji naman honza molego salanabwayo azu dadehan pogenhan daeronen darkomhan salang

ero hangsang jinhagei naegei odon gedae ajig salangr molaso... gedar morlaso onzei salangi orga?

waiting for your love gedae zogemman do ga gai or sun obnayo nae salang a baby my sweet

heart sangagman haedo nomuna hanbogan noler bordaemyong halueido su conbon salanghandan

mar onzei odokei salang i naegei olyona gi dalyonendeiei imi ongolyong gedar argo butoo gedaeler

wihan jaliga nae gasem sogei yisoyo nanen gedaeler uihaeso taonan salam geda naegeiro

ondamyong hamgei har sigani sunganbutoo gumcolom mojin nayi salang a naegei ogimamhae

Fantasy,
Tristen

Melancholy

2008-07-18T17:16:00.000+08:00

今日、私は友人を失った。コンピュータが原因で。それの価値を持ってか。多分ない。とにかく…. 私は私達が引っ張ることができることを考えない。私達の友情は蜘蛛の巣壊れやすい。風による打撃…. そしてそれは行く。そして私達は推定上だった新しい親友あった。それを熟考しなさい。非常に憂うつな日。短いポストのために残念。

PS. 唯一の幸せな事は、私によってが明日出かけているそれある。私の親友を使って。果樹園の道に

This is in Japanese. Just know its a melancholic post. Maybe if you know Chinese, you may get the gist of the post....

Disturbia

2008-07-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today's history lesson was like usual. We were doing pretty mind maps of Indus Valley Civilisation and Chinese Civilisation when the unexpected happened. Right in front of me. I saw a friend throttling another friend by the neck, with cold fury. I was stunned and remain frozen, watching my friend silently bearing pain and being slowly , very slowly, sapped of air. I still remained frozen when suddenly a shrill scream unfroze me. 5 or more people were already on their feet, restraining the "killer" while some brought the "victim" away from the site. I glanced at the killer. He looked twisted;demented. It was very very scary. Throughout my 7 months, i have never seen him so twisted; demented. He was screaming "Kill! Kill!" While the other just let himself be smothered. 2 people had already sped away to inform the teacher who was not present at that point in time. I didn't know this yet and got up in a daze, increasing my gait down the stairs into the staff room with alarming speed. But i was halfway down the stairs when the two boys with the teacher arrived, all with a cold, grim look on their faces. I led them to class, but the fight had been over. The matter was settled, very, very quietly after lesson. Meanwhile we got our scholarships. I was elated to have mine, of course.
As i walked back to class, another friend started talking to me ceaselessly, ignoring the incident that had just occurred. But my thoughts were somewhere else. I was chiding myself. How could i let a friend kill another friend without doing anything? How in the world did i manage to remain frozen and watch my friend be smothered? This is a matter of life and death! I could not get over the fact that i took so long to react. Some people chose to ignore this incident completely and just watch. I could not. Even if that friend did something really mean to me in the past, i still could not stand and watch him die. At least i reacted. But not fast enough.
Thank the heavens that he is alright. He escaped with only some red marks on his neck. He was veru lucky. Though he didnt blame me and even told me that i was not involved, i still could not shirk off the guilty feeling in me. I should have been the first one to go to his aid. I should have.
I will, next time.Til then.

Fantasy,
Tristen

Sorry!

2008-07-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

Okies... Can finally get on the comp! Sorry i couldn't post for the past few days... really busy!
Guess what? Francis and I are confirmed prefects!!1 =) Grats to francis XD and me ( clap clap). Me? A prefect? Yea! A week ago, i was like reading a book ( duh) during morn assembly when Hafiz ( head prefect) stepped up to and said" You're Tristen right?" I nodded. he then congratulated me on being a new prefect. I was stunned. Why inform me so late? I had given up hope (hahaha.) A blessing.
Anyways theres this PREFECT WORKSHOP ON THIS SATURDAY!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
I was SUPPOSED to GO WITH SEB!!!! Not fair. WE have to delay the outing for a week. noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............................Sigh.... What can i do???

Anyway, ive been feeling stupid about him(s??). Its like, we suffocate! Need some space, i think. And for the other him, I'm sorry. I really cant help getting a little green... That guy's intellect and amazing brain! Gosh...
Theres a test for CL and Particulate Nature of elements, so i really have to go now. This counts as an update, right????????

fantasy,
Tristen

Quickie

2008-07-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hi... just have to make this a quickie...
just done summary and lit jotter bk design ( its really screwed!). It was supposed to be nice random scrawling but in the end it turned out to be a horrid, disjointed piece. Maybe some people will think its nice, but on the other hand, some people will think its horrid. lol. Maybe it wasnt THAT bad!
11 more days to my birthday! Cant believe Lie Wen forgot! Thank god Seb remembered, if not i would have been quite angry (hahahahahahha). Possible dest. Hereen? Seb needs a makeover. (no offence, bestie!)Lie Wen cant make it [ duh. always. =( ] SO maybe its just two of us. Anyone coming? ha ha. Kidding. Its only two of us!! ( Sorry!)

Anyway, I was walking home from school today slurping a popsicle( treat from Lie Wen, thanks!) when i saw an angsana seed. It floated from the tree and was about to reach a patch of grass when the wind died and it plopped onto the cement. And then a bicycle came along and rolled over it. I felt sad for the seed. It might be lame, but the emotions weren't.
It was soooooo close to almost achieving growth, but it didn't. Take it as an example to your academic life. When you worked and toiled so furiously for good results, it didn't come. Take a minute to soak up the disappointment. Sad? isn't it?
Coda? Work hard and pray to succeed. That's all. Guess it wasn't really a quickie after all. =P

Moi

2008-06-30T21:11:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! Francis is a prefect!!!! The whole class booed and some even tried to mock cry. LOL. Jason wrote a poem on " all hope was lost" and " lets go"... sounded a little disturbing.( sorta) I cant believe he got it! Lie Wen looked quite disappointed... of course. SAD. Oh well... just best to move on i guess? I asked Shervin and Xiu Qi and they both were quite shocked ( Xiu Qi was more~). Sorry franceska( name by hadi) if youre reading this!

I've noticed that i've been quite... how should i put it... temperamental? Some times i get pissed off when i just look at ******* and *****!!! Thats is super crazy. Plus when Lie Wen tells me to stop, i blow. Explode. Like a volcano! But he always manages to calm me down. ( yay???)Or maybe im at the more jealous side. SIGH. Want to and learn Hangul ( Korean in Korean) with Sebbie but dont know whether hes free or not... plus i cant find a budget Korean course! ( hello... think im rich enuff to pay for deluxe lessons?)Duh no... Worm isnt free...

SOld 2 booklets in MTC today. Kind Mr Ng , Mr K and AA bought a substantial amt of tickets from me! Class no business, Franceska( sorry!) "stole" it... hahaha =). Did you know its quite hard to sell? Ziyad, Benjy, Xiu Qi, ME, Fawwaz and Hao Yang were at Simei ( Down S boy's idea) trying to sell DDTs. There was this man, whom Benjy had unfortunately knocked, refused to buy a TICKET, even retorting " WHY SHOULD I DONATE TO YOUR SCOUTS SO THAT YOU ALL CAN ENJOY?" and proceeded to walk back into his house. So practical. Hurtful, but true. WHo wants to buy the DDT tickets. Not many, except a few kind souls, maybe. We wondered about till we stumbled humbly into Mr Aw Yong's house! Quite big, and it was air conditioned!!! He bought 2 tickets from me... YAY!

Sunday was fun. I actually had swimming lessons in the morn ( about 8). But when i went to my parents room to wake them up, i plopped onto the soft carpet and dozed off! So in the end we didnt go.. lol. I then gave Seb by appearing for the Cl class! He asked me if i was going but i didnt give a reply!

This is my life so far. VS has its bittersweet times. After all, nothing can be too perfect. Have to go and print my D&T pic.

Yours in fantasy,
Tristen

Maiden Post!

2008-06-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hiies...

First post. New blog. Please tag~

Anyways, heres my super hectic schedule tomorrow.
6.00=wake up
6.30=done bathing. ( takes too long, esp in morns)
7.00=walking to school
1415= home from scouts
1545=done lunch(ing?)
1600=call tuition for makeup!
1605-1700= try and ease the huge pile of hw
1700=dinner
1800= manjusri camp
~~ 2300=back
have to wake up at 6 for swimming lessons. CAnt oversleep. AWWWW. plus tuition from 1-5. PLus another ton of hw yet to be completed. DOUBLE AWWWW.

Yours in fantasy,
Tristen